have you developed any new symptoms
she asks with a gentle smile.
i smile back
just a little.
I’ve been feeling a lot better
i say; which may be
true or it may be a lie
what do i know?
The truth is
it has been so long
since i have felt good
or bad
or even just better
that i don’t even know what that means
anymore.
I smile.
I say I’ve been feeling a lot better.
i swallow the pills that i get and move on with my day.
I feel just a little bit more human.